IT WAS AMAZING to be just ME!!!
I found things in my personality that I want to strengthen, and things I want to change, traits that don't follow me completely. I found my own passion. My passion to want to grow. To be me, to be the best of me. I found insecurities, things I want to strengthen. I found so much...
First, it was amazing to see my bestie Kristi, she is so much more than I remember from when we were younger. Which is something I expected, but it was justified and multiplied times 10 the more time I spent to get to know her again. Seeing the person she has become and the person she wants more to be more of made me feel normal. She has a way with listening and her words are very comforting. Regardless if the truth hurts, she is still on your side, trying to help you through whatever it is that you may need. I can't wait to spend time with her again. The laughs we had cannot compare to any others I have had in my life. Truly a best girlie friend to be had for a lifetime. Her husband, Sean, is an amazing man, with a strong personality of humor and comfort. The stories he has will have you laughing so hard you think you are going to pee your pants. Kristi parents (Becki and Craig) are the same loving people I remember. People I want more in my life. Her in laws (Gene and Jenny) are incredibly accomplished people, with so many talents they want to share with those who want to learn. People who can teach you about life and being grateful. (Which reminds me I need to write and send thank you notes to everyone.) The bridesmaids (especially Beth and Sarah) are models of ladies I need more in my life. Bryan aka Mator, hehe, provided plenty of laughs and information that only a person full of experiences could share. Brian, Jenna, and Barry... thank you for the company all Saturday night. Especially Barry. :D He danced with me most of the night, and kept me safe from Uncle Bob's dancing... (LOL!) and we had plenty of conversation that kept us up talking till 4 in the morning talking about our lives, Sean and Kristi.
And Joshua... what a character... a person with so much to share. A person full of energy that will make you needing to sleep for days to recover from. A person so much more complicated than it seems, full of secrets you'll never know or will ever understand. A personality quick to read, but the wheels too complex to understand. It would take a lifetime to just get the gist. He is honest, fun, kind, caring, growing, outgoing, funny, smart, reserved, determined, stubborn, loving, ignorant, and yet still quite the gentleman. The lady that wins his heart will sure be a lucky one. (Whoever she may be better take care of him, or I will fly over there and gouge her eyes out. :D Also, he needs more vegetables in his diet! ;D If you could find some way to sneak those in (mind you, you must be "incredibly" sneaky), he will thank you a LONG.............. way down the road, and yet still deny he liked it. Also if he starts gagging, tell him to suck it up, and say it's for the kids...LMAO!)
I missed my kids terribly. I am glad to be back with them. I am so happy to find a part of myself. Something I hoped I'd find. Now to more growing.
I'd like to end this blog post with:
"Seducing it is like trying to pet a tiger!" - Sean Walts - "...And I just got bit!"
"He just called me it!" - Kristi Walts
"If he crossed the street, I'd run him over" - Josh
"That's mean, really mean! Don't say that..." - Me
"*snickers* It's not like I'd run him over, and set it in reverse and run him over again, and put it in drive and drive over him to drive away..." - Josh
"Wow, Joshua, that's really mean... I am going to pretend you didn't just say that...*trying not to laugh*" - Me
"Say 'Bye' " - Me
"See ya... Never 'Goodbye', always 'See you later' " - Josh
"Okay... Sounds good.." -Me
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