Either you are going to break or you are going to push forward. I refuse to sit on the ground and wait, I MUST push forward. BUT WHERE AM I GOING??? WHAT do I WANT? WHAT DO I NEED? Then I hear his voice say.... ".... Take it a DAY at a TIME." (Goosebumps) That then reminds me of that saying: "You don't have to see the whole staircase to take the first step." OR "Happiness isn't destination, it's a way of life."
WHERE have I come from:
I am a Mother, a wife, a daughter, a sister, a best friend. I am outgoing. I am unique. I am creative. I have the desire to help people. I am passionate!!!!! I am learning humility and compassion. I grew up Catholic.
WHERE am I now:
I am a stay at home Mama of 4 where I work from home providing help people reach their health goals. I am currently working at bringing the charity from the company I am a part of into my community through my food bank. I am a wife... (I don't know what to say beyond that... again "Take it a day at a time".) I am rebuilding my relationship with GOD! And I am bringing God into my children's lives.
WHERE are you going to be:
I HAVE NO IDEA! And that is okay!!! (Gotta "Let Go, and Let GOD!") I am going to be the best Mama I can be to my children. I am going to work as hard as I can to be able to provide for them. My charity is going to be amazing and help so many people!!! I am going to be successful. I AM GOING TO continue to grow in GOD... God help me!
WHAT do I want?
I want GOD to guide me. I want GOD in my life. I want God in my kids lives. I want GOD in all of my relationships. I want GOD in my job and all of my successes. I want to love my kids unconditionally and I want them to know it!!! I WANT to be loved unconditionally. I want my kids to be loved uncondtionally by all those in my life. I want to love unconditionally. I want passion. I want comfort. I want promise. I want to dream and share them. I want to make goals and reach them, and have my children to be a part of it.
HOW bad do I want it?
I WANT IT. "Enough to run through a brick wall."
WHAT am I going to do to get there?
THANK GOD! Set goals and reach them. I am going to work hard. I AM GOING TO PRAY!!!! PRAY!!! AND PRAY!!! AND be thankful... and blessed. I am going to include my kids in my business. I am going to make daily, weekly, and monthly goals. I am going to keep in contact with those who are where I want to be.
WHAT are my fears? (write down and BURN!!!!)
Failure, giving up, unsuccessful, lack of motivation, being alone, not being a good mother, not loving God enough, not thanking God enough, not praising God enough. That I can't do it. That I'm not strong enough. I'm not loveable. I am undeserving. I don't have anything to give. That I will lose everyone and everything in my life. Not being LOVED and being able to LOVE back. No more passion. Not being compassionate. Not being humble. That my past and fear will control me!
WHY??????
GOD! GOD! GOD!!! My children.... all 4 of them. Their LOVE, their HUGS, and their NEEDS. MORE TIME.....!!!!! With my children, vacations with family. My community challenge. To help as many people as I can with the help of my children. Missions... LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! Passion... the people in my life that support me with no questions ask. My bestie, my Sweets, my cheerleader, even my husband.
WHAT am I waiting for? I just to just "DREAM IT and DO IT"! Dear GOD please guide me! Please be with in everything I do, say, and feel. WHO is with me??? Who want's it as bad as I do?
